Frustations

Frustration is one of the worst feelings you can ever feel. When bad things happen to you it might hurt but when it happens after a big expectation it makes you feel like a creep, like you're the worthless person in the world. I could say that everything is gonna be fine, that what future holds for me is bigger than my current frustration but I'm so tired of waiting for that never coming future... I want to reach my goals and I want it now although sometimes I think it's impossible for me to reach them. If I only could turn back the time I filled my heart with hope and expectations I would, then perhaps this pain would hurt less.